Please teach your student in positive ways.

WEEK 10

Its already week 10, and I face a big challenge and a one thing happened in this week make me depress so many days and the condition of my study life become more down and it was barrier me all the time.

As a student, I know some time I can get well in particular subject, buy other may not. In this task, I believe that lecturer and tutor was playing the important role which building a good relationship or environment for a student’s studying attitude.

I good in drawing, well in creating new idea, but I recognize that I’m not good in organised message and information.

The thing make me so depress in this weekend was a sentences speak from a lecturer.  I’m not well in doing the mind map, so the lecturer ask me refer to her during Saturday. I doing so many research, reading so much, can’t sleep whole night and I came out the mind map. Well, until that days, after she saw one time, she just leave away and said to me:” I don’t know how to see your mind map, it was not a Tony Bozan mind map, I don’t want see, unless you just do it again during my class or else I won’t help you checking your mind map”. On that time, the lecturer was teaching whole junior class. I’m not feel anything wrong, I can accept you ask me redo again, but until she saying a sentences at that environment, I felt being insult. She said: “you can’t doing work like this, if not you will fail on your future.”

Until that moment, something break down in my deeper heart, and I felt want to cry but I’m still hold it. I redo again all the mind map during that class, and after she checking the mind map, I just ask the mind map still want to add detail or not, and she said, I don’t know weather you want to add or not, this is your own work. ==,==,==,==.

Ok, after this, that sentences “you can’t doing work like this, if not you will fail on your future”, was become a nightmare surrounding in my mind. I start losing my confidence, and it was influence my other assignment. My new drawing artwork only get C  and C+, I started skip the class and I notice I was lost myself, I started afraid to do it wrong, I notice that, I had afraid to take a risk to do something wrong!~~~~~~~~~

I’m getting down and down, I losing my hardworking to read the book, check the information, and I don’t know what I going to do on my following assignment, I thing I lost the passion in study.

I think I can’t doing like this, I started found my academy adviser sharing my experience, listening the motivation ted talk and also listening the soft music to let me sleep well at the night for that following days.

Now, I found back myself again, I want to thank the Ted talk, the presenter in this program was inspiration me a lot and make me build up my confidence.

Example ted talk program which help me build up my confidence.

Now I want sharing this, one of the particular ted talk presenter to all lecturer.

As an educator, your voice will get a big influence to the student.

I not going to blame that lecturer, I just want to share with my friend and lecturer, as an educator you’re not only a teacher, lecturer, or even tutor. For the student, you seem like second parent, guidance counselor in student’s life. Every single work you said, you don’t know you will make a success people or criminal offender at future. If can, please teach your student in positive ways.